Manic
Up and down
I can feel every atom stroke my skin
Tingling and ecstatic
Particles fizz inside of me
Propelling my body into movement and laughter
An hysterical explosion of happiness
I am high
But undignified.
Up and down
The warmth in my belly turns
It burns my throat
And wraps its old hands around it
Choking my body to convulse and tear
I want to throw these scratching particles out
To shatter reality
But I can’t.
